I'm Sorry

Its been brought to my attention
that the one i used to love
was deeply hurt by my actions

a dear friend of mine was
deeply hurt because he fell
for her and she for him

Other close friends of mine have
been hurt by my reckless behavior

I cant go back in time and
change what i did
i cant go back and undo my actions
i cant reverse those two days where
i got caught up in the moment
and forgot the one i loved who was
away from me at the time

But one thing i want him to know is that
IM SORRy

sorry for hurting him
sorry for causing him pain
sorry for making him look like a fool
sorry for abusing his love

I feel bad because he was giving
me everything
evrything that i ever wanted
and that everything was
he loved me for who i was
and not what i look like

I feel guilty knwing that my actions
caused him soo much pain and sleepless nights

Ryan From the bottom of my heart
I am telling you SORRY
you may not accept my apology
my apology may not erase your pain
But you cant deny the fact that
i finally admitted to my wrong
and apologized to you

Its not gonna be easy to get
adjusted to you and her
but at least i have
in my memory
the good and bad times
when we laughed together
cried together
played drums together
you on snare
me on bass
I'll remember those days when
you wrote me poems and
i remember how much fun we had when
we went to the beach

I'll remember everything because
the good outweighs that bad
I didnt realize what i had until i lost you
I lost you when i did what i did
You may never want me back
But at Least i said SORRY

A Change

Feeling like a brand new person
ever since i did
what was right for
me
not worrying about
what anybody else had to say
because in the end
it was my feelings on the line
he hit me
made me cry
i had enough
of him
after a year and
a few weeks
people kept telling me
i could do better
so i went and did what was
best
and i became a free lady
and i feel liberated because its
all about me now

Funny Thing called Love

this thing called love
where can i buy it
this thing called love
who is going to give
it to me for xmas?
this thing called love
where can i go get
it for free?
this thing called love
where can i get
it without risking my
heart to pain?
this thing called love
i cant see it so does it
take faith to believe
in it?
this thing called love
why does it only show
its face on February 14th
this thing called love
why when you love hard
you sometimes get hurt
this thing called love
where can i get it?
this thing called love
funny love
hurtful love
sorrowful love
ominous love
L-O-V-E
can someone tell
me when love is
available
Cupid isnt doing his job

When

When will this pain end
Cause im tired
of hurting
tired of walking
around
acting like
everything
is okay

Tired of feeling
like a sideline hoe
in my own relationship

Tired of feeling the guilt
of hurting the boy i loved since i became
a teenager
hurting him twice in one yr
thats just crazy
He was there for me when nobody else was
Now im with some this other kidd who dont
or may not be worthy of my love

When will i get over the fact
that my first love
may never want me back
if i try to go back

Chicks walk around
acting pretentious
behaving like they know but
they dont
acting as if they my friends

Boys acting like they
tough
disrespecting
me calling me
out of my name

When will all my wounds
heal
when will i ever find
closer
when will everything
be all right??

WHEN!!

Pull Your Pants Up

Boys don't seem
to understand
the need
to wear their pants
on their waists


They don't
seem to understand
that this trend
originated in jail

Where the inmates
couldn't wear belts
because they might
commit suicide

They don't seem to understand
that this trend is not attractive

Young men get irate when people
classify them as thugs, but if you don't want to be
labeled as one don't dress like one!! make sense?

if you want to be classified as an intelligent
brother dress like one and pull those pants in
tuck those shirts in
nobody but your special one
wants to see your
undergarments.

My friend
Elijah
seems to have
issues with
pulling
his pants up
Hope he
learns soon enough
that wearing the
pants below the waste
is the example of action
without taste

Fellas
more LADIES
not birds
would give you
the time of day
if you pulled
your pants UP!!

Caroline Speaking...

Hey Fans&&Haters
things are changing
my birthday is
April Ninth

The economy is getting
worse
Hoes, Skanks etc
ppl like that annoy me

spoiled kids
annoy me as well

When we break
down each other
thats wrong
how about we
focus on building each
other
a brick and a spoonful of
cement cant do much
but a yard of bricks
and some buckets of
cement can build a house

If you dont like
what im saying close
your ears
dont like what im wearing
close your eyes
dont like
me period
Save the drama
if your mama aint
available
Obama is

Sorry for being random
But thats how i speak
get with it

CANT!!

We cant go back
to how things
used to be
cant go back
to being the
same

Things are
happening
that shouldnt

That lil chick
Dina dont know whats
coming at her

Maybe he dont
see it
but i do

It hurts to know you
put yur hands on me
and didnt even
say sorry

I cant do this
if yu gonna act like
that

Dina Likes You
When I say nothing
I give her Power
Puttin her arms round
you
sitting next to you
everydamn
chance she
get
All dat needs to stop

Cause i Cant
do this

I cant keep getting
disrespected

I dont see no lust
i juss see you letting
her dumb behind
disrespect me

BUT I REFUSE TO
I WONT
I CANT
BE DISRESPECTED