When

When will this pain end
Cause im tired
of hurting
tired of walking
around
acting like
everything
is okay

Tired of feeling
like a sideline hoe
in my own relationship

Tired of feeling the guilt
of hurting the boy i loved since i became
a teenager
hurting him twice in one yr
thats just crazy
He was there for me when nobody else was
Now im with some this other kidd who dont
or may not be worthy of my love

When will i get over the fact
that my first love
may never want me back
if i try to go back

Chicks walk around
acting pretentious
behaving like they know but
they dont
acting as if they my friends

Boys acting like they
tough
disrespecting
me calling me
out of my name

When will all my wounds
heal
when will i ever find
closer
when will everything
be all right??

WHEN!!