I'm Sorry

Its been brought to my attention
that the one i used to love
was deeply hurt by my actions

a dear friend of mine was
deeply hurt because he fell
for her and she for him

Other close friends of mine have
been hurt by my reckless behavior

I cant go back in time and
change what i did
i cant go back and undo my actions
i cant reverse those two days where
i got caught up in the moment
and forgot the one i loved who was
away from me at the time

But one thing i want him to know is that
IM SORRy

sorry for hurting him
sorry for causing him pain
sorry for making him look like a fool
sorry for abusing his love

I feel bad because he was giving
me everything
evrything that i ever wanted
and that everything was
he loved me for who i was
and not what i look like

I feel guilty knwing that my actions
caused him soo much pain and sleepless nights

Ryan From the bottom of my heart
I am telling you SORRY
you may not accept my apology
my apology may not erase your pain
But you cant deny the fact that
i finally admitted to my wrong
and apologized to you

Its not gonna be easy to get
adjusted to you and her
but at least i have
in my memory
the good and bad times
when we laughed together
cried together
played drums together
you on snare
me on bass
I'll remember those days when
you wrote me poems and
i remember how much fun we had when
we went to the beach

I'll remember everything because
the good outweighs that bad
I didnt realize what i had until i lost you
I lost you when i did what i did
You may never want me back
But at Least i said SORRY