Shaking My Head

Missing him like a
fat kid on a diet misses food
Never knw how much
i loved him until he was gone
He's hers now and I constantly wish that i could
get him back
Everytime i see them together
I mentally smack myself
cause i did him wrong
my actions cost me alot
I wish i could go back and do
things all over again
but i cant
sitting here shaking my head
Shaking My head
because i wonder if i will
hurt every man who
tries to love
me
will i cheat on every
man who tries to be right by me
shaking my head wondering
if any guy whose knws what
i did would take a chance
at loving me
hope the answer to all these
questions is no because
my neck hurts from shaking my head