Last Chance

Maybe he was my last chance
Maybe he was last opportunity
to prove i can be true

Maybe he was my last
But i going to achieve big things
Seems like i will never find
someone to love me like he did
take me places like he did
someone who basically could do everything
that he did

I miss him like crazy
but i need to move on
i need to do other things but
wait because i might never get
him back
she may make him happier
than i could evr
she may love him more
than i could possibly love him

i need to get over him
because i hurt him first
i need to get over him
because he just mightnot be
my last chance
i just might have
another one
floating around
but i need signs
cause im feeling
soo down and alone
he's soo peachy and happy with
her and im just sitting around loving
him when he aint even mine

Gentlemen if any one of you
want to prove me wrong
that i can love you
instead of loving him and he aint
even mine
give me a shout
Because im ready to get more chances

Its Amazing

Its Amazing how
i continue to
allow people to put
me down
its amazing how
i keep denying myself
chances to love again
its amazing how
every boy that
passes my way wants to
talk about sex
its amazing how
that same boy i had a crush
on 3yrs ago
pops up and has me thinking
good thoughts
its amazing how close
i am to going to college
its amazing how close i am to being on my own
its amazing how things, people, and places change
all i know is that life is amazing

Shaking My Head

Missing him like a
fat kid on a diet misses food
Never knw how much
i loved him until he was gone
He's hers now and I constantly wish that i could
get him back
Everytime i see them together
I mentally smack myself
cause i did him wrong
my actions cost me alot
I wish i could go back and do
things all over again
but i cant
sitting here shaking my head
Shaking My head
because i wonder if i will
hurt every man who
tries to love
me
will i cheat on every
man who tries to be right by me
shaking my head wondering
if any guy whose knws what
i did would take a chance
at loving me
hope the answer to all these
questions is no because
my neck hurts from shaking my head