SummerTime

Now is the time for me to
prepare for
the college
application
process

Im part of Class 2010

Reality is around the corner

I have to mature up and
face the world

I have to do
what I have to do in
order to survive

I have to learn all of this
during the summer time

My Personal Philosphy

"The road less traveled produces the most growth"

This means that the path you choose may not be right for you
if everyone else is on it

Your change may come when you pick a road that has never be
walked or ran upon.

The road will less travelers may allow you to make new friends and gain new
experiences.

Robert Frost said he saw a road that diverged. He had to make a choice. Which road should he choose?? Mr. Frost chose the road less traveled!!

We can follow his example :)

Junior Year

Junior Year has officially ended
Things are going hectic
im sitting at Daemen College
COLLEGE SUMMITING
LMAO

Thinking about
what i could have
done differently
grades
friends
boys

my GPA did improve

things right now are going goooood
my friends are going gooood
I got a new booooo
GOO ME

im happier now than ive been in the
last five months

College is around the corner
and i feel that im somewhat prepared to
handle a higher level of education
an Xperience like no other

With all the tears shed
friends made
tests failed and passed
books read
Regents passed and failed

College is coming

Junior ended a goood note
and im glad cause it started on a crazii
one

That was the Summation of my Juniior Year

Waiting

What am i waiting on?
Seems like
im waiting
on someone
to love me for
me
LOL
that might be
funny but
everyone
wants someone to
appreciate
them
to hold them
to make them feel
special
teach them
new things
learn new things
with them
someone they can bring home
to their parents without any
regrets
someone they can take out
and know that
when they go back to that restaurant
they will be welcome
i'm looking for all these things
but i have heard that good
things come to those who wait
but i think that better
things come to those who abstain

My Inspiration

INDIA.ARIE LYRICS I Am Not My Hair

[Talking:]Is that India.Arie? What happened to her hair? Ha ha ha ha haDat dad a dat da [4x] Dad a ooh
[Verse 1]Little girl with the press and curl Age eight I got a Jheri curlThirteen I got a relaxerI was a source of so much laughterAt fifteen when it all broke offEighteen and went all naturalFebruary two thousand and twoI went and didWhat I had to doBecause it was time to change my lifeTo become the women that I am insideNinety-seven dreadlock all gone I looked in the mirror For the first time and saw that HEY....
[Chorus]I am not my hairI am not this skinI am not your expectations no noI am not my hair I ma not this skin I am a soul that lives within[Talking:]What'd she do to her hair? I don't know it look crazyI like it. I might do that.Umm I wouldn't go that far. I know .. ha ha ha ha
[Verse 2]Good hair means curls and wavesBad hair means you look like a slaveAt the turn of the century Its time for us to redefine who we beYou can shave it off Like a South African beautyOr get in on lockLike Bob MarleyYou can rock it straightLike Oprah WinfreyIf its not what's on your headIts what's underneath and say HEY....
[Chorus]
[Bridge](Whoa, whoa, whoa)Does the way I wear my hair make me a better person?(Whoa, whoa, whoa)Does the way I wear my hair make me a better friend? Oooh(Whoa, whoa, whoa)Does the way I wear my hair determine my integrity?(Whoa, whoa, whoa)I am expressing my creativity..(Whoa, whoa, whoa)
[Verse 3]Breast Cancer and ChemotherapyTook away her crown and gloryShe promised God if she was to surviveShe would enjoy everyday of her life oohOn national televisionHer diamond eyes are sparklingBald headed like a full moon shiningSinging out to the whole wide world like HEY...
[Chorus 2x]
[Ad lib]If I wanna shave it close Or if I wanna rock locksThat don't take a bit away From the soul that I gotDat da da dat da [4x]If I wanna where it braidedAll down my backI don't see what wrong with thatDat da da dat da [4x][Talking:]Is that India.Arie?Ooh look she cut her hair!I like that, its kinda PHATI don't know if I could do it.But it looks sharp, it looks nice on herShe got a nice shaped headShe got an apple headI know right?It's perfect.

HEYHEYHEY

hey fellow human beings
Many of you may know me and
many of you may not

FOr the last few months i have been struggling
but i think things have just gotten
better
i got a wonderful best friend
A Sane family
and i just might pass my regents

I have health and strength
havent had an asmtha attack recently

Everyday i get stronger

CAN YOU SAY THE SAME THING??

Last Chance

Maybe he was my last chance
Maybe he was last opportunity
to prove i can be true

Maybe he was my last
But i going to achieve big things
Seems like i will never find
someone to love me like he did
take me places like he did
someone who basically could do everything
that he did

I miss him like crazy
but i need to move on
i need to do other things but
wait because i might never get
him back
she may make him happier
than i could evr
she may love him more
than i could possibly love him

i need to get over him
because i hurt him first
i need to get over him
because he just mightnot be
my last chance
i just might have
another one
floating around
but i need signs
cause im feeling
soo down and alone
he's soo peachy and happy with
her and im just sitting around loving
him when he aint even mine

Gentlemen if any one of you
want to prove me wrong
that i can love you
instead of loving him and he aint
even mine
give me a shout
Because im ready to get more chances